Soul Mission -- Carolyn Evers

Mission

One of the questions that come up most frequently when someone requests an Akashic Reading or a Metatron Soul Healing revolves around the concept of MISSION. People usually want to know about their mission. What is it? Am I following my mission?

While working with people, I have found that if one is not following their mission, there is an empty feeling like something is missing, along with a feeling of not being fulfilled. This especially happens if one passes the time when their mission should have been implemented but hasn't.

I have also noticed that if one is following their mission there is a sense of bliss. They will have their ups and downs just like everyone else but there is an excitement about life and one feels passionate about living and every new day becomes a gift. When on target with your mission, you will feel appreciation for your experiences and your place in the world.

Let is examine the different aspects of mission.

While in the akashic library, I am able to watch an event as if I am experiencing the event myself in that moment. This is because a part of my soul still resides in the center of the cosmos as my ego self resides in this dimension.

As I watch the souls created, I am aware that the central or core mission began when the soul was called into spiritual form. The scene is a moving and intensely emotional sight and one that I won't forget.

There is a Prime Creator that exists in the center of the cosmos. The Cherubim Angels considers this force All-There-Is. You have your own name for this great composite of love and you might call this love, God or Source.

Between the rounds of Brahma, no vibration exists as it is a resting period for Source. Since there was no vibration during that resting period, the Cherubim Angels who hold the records of vibration are not aware of how long this period lasts. At the beginning of a round of Brahma, Source moves into vibration and there is a period when a vast amount of planning passes through the different aspects of Source.

The Cherubim are able to read the strip of the very first thrust of vibration as Source awakens from the resting period. It is a momentous event and they feel the wonder of that beginning and initial thrust, along with the ensuing thrusts of vibration as they slowly pick up the wave motion until the rhythm of vibrations is at its optimum speed.

From the records, the Cherubim cannot perceive what action brought forth the desire for Source to begin this new round of Brahma, or how Source began the awakening process, but they feel the joy, excitement and anticipation as the process begins.

As you might imagine there had to be a great planning process before all of creation could be brought into form and there was indeed. Every contingency of creation and the need for those who would implement this plan or Tree of Life as it is called, was carefully thought out and planned. In the center of the cosmos, there is no time as we understand time but it would have taken epochs to complete this planning as we might consider the process.

The souls were all created at one time, but in groups as they would implement the Tree of Life.

As Source was in the center of what appeared to be a void, the Creator could see all of the possibilities present. Source understood that they could not move into the void in their entirety, therefore they decided to send particles of themselves to venture forth and experience.

As Source began implementing the Tree of Life, souls were called forth to work with every concept and requirement found in the plan. The first group of souls required would be those who would go forth and divide the void into dimensions.

From the Akashic Records we see that the creation table was so large that it seemed to cover the vast stretches of eternity. To view this experience is like being drawn into some mesmerizing dream of a cosmic dance that one does not want to ever leave.

What I saw was a light so brilliant that it was impossible to see what lay beyond it, but I could feel the wonder and the magic of it. From this great light came small particles of itself that seemed to be injected to the creation table in ribbons of dancing, vibrating light, and they swished and swirled in their dance as the love-force emanating along with them increased the tempo. It appeared like a mammoth display of an intense cosmic fire works seemingly without parameters or end. This was occurring as far as I could perceive. I felt like I was searching to find the end of eternity and I could not.

It was almost simultaneously that the colors came forth interacting with the light dance and joining in its magic. I could feel the intent of Source as the particles danced even faster in the intensity of the swirling movement and then the creative sound came forth uttered by Source themselves.

This is the haunting creative sound of Source. It is difficult to describe this sound as I know nothing that sounds quite like this. But if I had to describe it I would say that it must sound like the blast of an unknown musical horn emitting a low, eerie, but majestic sound as if it were resonating upon a lonely, deserted Irish Moor.

Before this sound there were no souls in existence and after the creative sound was issued, the first group of souls was called forth; blinking in astonishment at their existence. The colors that swirled with the light at their creation were shades of burgundy with golden undertones and slight images of green. These colors placed there by Source's intent became the driving force of their mission.

It is the color used at the creation of the soul that defines the core mission. These colors change along with variations in the pitch of the creative sound and that means souls are created to fulfill every conceivable aspect of Source's plan down to the smallest detail. All the souls come forth from Source, but each are unique in their abilities and fulfill the plan perfectly as no other one could.

At this time the soul is given all the abilities required to carry out this sacred trust. Be assured that at creation you were given all the abilities required to interface with your creative thoughts to complete the mission that you were sent to do.

The records of this first group of souls appear to be shaped in the form of a scroll, as other souls' records appear to be formed in a book. In actuality these records are really circular vibrations somewhat like a backed up computer disk and they are contained in magnetic spots that form a library of sorts. They are cared for and monitored by the lower branch of the Cherubim Angels. The shapes of scrolls and books are shown as such so that human beings can relate to these records in our manner of understanding.

This original group of souls was given the responsibility of dividing the cosmos into dimensions as we said earlier. Memory of former rounds of Brahma does not seem to be available after the rest of Source between each round of Brahma. Therefore there wasn't a record available of what existed in the void in earlier rounds of Brahma, other than what appeared as possibilities.

Yet these brave souls were given the command to go forth and experience and divide the void, all the while not understanding if they would be able to get back to Source. So there was expectancy and wonder held by the Cherubim waiting for the return of these souls to report back to Source of their experience.

Again there is no record of time in the center of the cosmos but we suspect that the mission of these souls to divide the dimensions would have taken a long time by our reckoning. Source was not idle during this time though. They were bringing forth the other souls and incorporating their missions within their structures through myriad arrangements of colors and sounds. As we mentioned, these arrangements of colors and sounds produce all the necessary requirements to fulfill the implementation of every aspect of the Tree of Life.

The souls that we call the Scrolled Ones were created with more particles from Source so there was no necessity for a period of development between creation and sending them forth to experience.

For the other souls there was a period of development and the Cherubim Angels cooperated with Source again through vibration to help create the other souls as they did with the Scrolled Ones. This was a long process and it is one of the reasons that the Cherubim Angels, even though androgynous, show themselves to us in a feminine nature as they still identify with souls in a nurturing capacity.

Part -2-
How Missions Change As Souls Move Through the Dimensions

As we mentioned in Part One, The colors used at the creation of a soul defines the core mission of the soul. I have completed readings for many healers throughout the years. I usually see those souls created with the central color being green. Some of the secondary colors might be a yellow which represents wisdom; gold, a special quality of God's energy; ranges of pinks running all the way from light pink to darker shades such as cerise. As you probably are aware, pink means love and cerise encompasses the blue-violet shades of compassion interwoven with love.

When God brought forth those souls who would heal for instance, there were requirements for many different aspects of healing. According to the plan, or Tree of Life, there would be healers necessary for the healing of physical bodies, soul healings, planetary healing, healing the Earth in cooperation with Divas, healing within the core of the Earth, and working with the grid system to name some of the different aspects of healing. So each combination of color and sound with the primary aspect of green would determine how each of these healers would work with their core mission.

This doesn't mean that the souls had no free will, but rather that the colors formed an inclination as to how souls would play out their mission across the cosmos. We use the word "cosmos" because souls made journeys to many other parts of creation before managing to find their way here. Each soul has a vast array of knowledge and experiences just waiting to be brought forth, remembered and implemented into the ego self. Earth is a rather young part of the cosmos, perhaps the youngest presently, and there were many other places where these skills were honed and developed before coming here.

Souls are not forced to follow their missions and sometimes they don't because they have disconnected themselves from their higher self by shutting down the heart center, or else they have turned away from God. However, even in this, souls learn a lesson, and that lesson is an understanding of what happens when an individual spark moves away from the integrity of who they are and what that means to the soul.

The soul remembers every iota of experience and evaluates it. In the soul's experiences, nothing is either bad or good, it just is. All of these experiences are evaluated before the next entity comes into spiritual form and the soul decides what experiences are required to move the incarnate entity back to the unity between the incarnate soul spark; the higher self; and Prime Creator.

One can almost perceive this in the passion or disinterest that evolves in a soul's life experience. What forces were responsible for the genius of a three year old Mozart to create such complex musical masterpieces at such a tender age? What forces allowed the despair through drugs and alcohol and the end of a life in an insane asylum?
Transition and Judgment

When a soul transitions, there is a period of judgment. However that judgment comes from the soul as the recent past lifetime is assessed and evaluated and integrated into the soul's experiences. There are wise beings that assist the soul in this evaluation, but in my experiences and memories, this judgment does not come from God. This self perception of the results of the previous lifetime becomes a driver for the planning of the next lifetime.

When the result of a life has been very tragic because of missed opportunities; or there has been a suicide involved in the ending of a life; or some other very violet ending which was not self inflicted; there is a special place of healing for these souls.

There is much compassion and care given to these souls and there is a resting period before the journey is again taken up to go forward. Know that these souls are received in great love and healed until the peace again returns to their soul.

Know that these souls remember you, the ones that they left behind. You were part of their journey towards self fulfillment. Know also that they do not want you to suffer as they walked through this doorway. Know that they hold you in great love. There were choices made that you do not understand and your grief holds them back to reach lovingly forward. You will see them again and probably come together to live again as souls usually work together in a core group. Loved ones do not usually leave each other, they just pause to prepare the way for the next joyful experience.

Since we on Earth have had our memory banks cut before we came here, it is sometimes difficult for us to understand our mission if we have not connected to our higher self; use the gift of intuition; meditate; or connect to Source.

If one has developed the skill of remembering past lifetimes, they can see how the past lifetimes unfolded. While connecting to the past they can see how they used their skills to develop in their core missions or the cause for moving away from their mission.

I know this might seem too simplistic, but to do this you need to trust. I know how frustrating this can be when you want to understand those things but cannot see into the past or see into the other side. Trust in God and trust in yourself. Know that you can visit those moments in the past watching yourself working with the skills that are implanted in your soul. You can do this. Intend to see yourself in the act of doing and not requesting to see. The request puts the action in the future and takes it out of the present. You already have the ability, you just forgot it. It is an ability of the soul and you can express it again. It is a gift that God gave you.
Doubt is a stumbling block

Where there is a doubt of yourself or God, it is a stumbling block to your success. There is a doorway that you must walk through, but once you do this, the skill becomes stronger each time you use it and more knowledge and ability comes to you. You only need to do this once to reconnect yourself to your past memory. Sometimes it takes an energy worker to help you through this doorway, but once you go through the doorway you can revisit anytime you wish.

During a recent Lord Metatron Soul Healing, I was working with an individual whose mission was healing. Together we watched as she was planning this lifetime before reincarnating. She was a healer, but she couldn't remember how she would start her mission or the tools she would use to heal others.

Lord Metatron suggested to me that we take her to several of her lifetimes. The soul makes the choices of what lifetimes to visit. When we arrived at the first destination, I suggested she look down at her clothing and see how she was dressed; where she was going; what she was doing. I asked her to become aware of her surroundings, and the people she meets. It is the soul that makes the choices for those moments where the individual is ready to see and understand, and the choices are always perfect.

In this case the woman was taken to a lifetime where she was ministering to a sick woman who was lying in bed. She could see how she was working with the sick woman's energy body clearing all negative energies from her physical form. She watched as her former self cleared negative thought patterns from the sick woman, along with negative entities. This one scene allowed her to see all the healing methods that she has used in the past.

The next lifetime she saw herself walking towards a river bank and there were children playing there and laughing. She joined the group and started playing and laughing with the children. She told them stories and these stories were about their bodies and the kinds of foods that were necessary. Her teachings were given to the children in songs and games and they were all about healing the body and the mind.

This woman understood that she was here to heal and to teach. In these two journeys to the past, she was able to understand perfectly how she would use these skills to heal today. It was perfectly exquisite in the manner in which the soul dialoged with this healer.

If you have a sense of your mission, but are not exactly sure of how to begin, you can take a step forward through meditation to find the answers to your questions. In order to do this, the body must be perfectly relaxed and as we said you must have trust and faith that you can do this. Fear is a real stumbling block on this journey. Fear constricts the blood vessels. When the blood vessels are constricted, the body cannot relax. Constricted blood vessels also mean that the delivery of oxygen to the body slows down.

As an aside, consider that if you are in a state of constant fear and anxiety, you constrict the amount of oxygen circulating in the body and this is the basis for the beginning of many diseases. It is very important to clear any patterns of fear and anxiety from the physical body for this reason alone.
Left Brain – Right Brain

Logic, problem solving and such things as schedules are functions of the left side of the brain. Spiritual issues are on the right side of the brain. So many during their typical work day are using the side of the brain dealing with our three dimensional world. We do not use the spiritual side of the brain much and it takes real effort to start to do this.

These movements of thought patterns run through the corpus collosum which is also known as the third eye, or ajna. When spiritual issues come forth they are countermined by logic. Thoughts coming forth from the soul come through the subconscious and if allowed, they cross over to the logical side. Our logic says, "What is this?" "This is something that we do not understand."

It is at that moment that the logical brain comes forth with opposition to try and understand what this thought of inspiration means to you. That is why you must not question spiritual inspiration in the beginning. That is where "trust" comes in. After you receive the information you can use your logic later to understand what it means. As we mentioned, in the beginning you must stay with your inspiration without evaluating it.
The power of the soul

What all of this really means is that all is possible. We have the ability to open any doorway even though we do not have the memories of what is there. Prime Creator wanted to know, and so did we when we first came here with such excitement and passion for the journey, "If we forgot everything as to who we were and where we had been, would we wake up from the dream and remember our love for God?"

Note:

I do not wish to challenge anyone's belief system, but I have found that at transition I was the one who judged the previous life and not God. In all the akashic readings that I have done along with Lord Metatron Soul Healings, I have never found that God judged souls.

I have found in all of this work that Prime Creator was responsible for sending us forth to experience. There were no judgments in these experiences, but rather attempts for the souls to understand, evaluate, and explore potential and return to God with the sum total of all of our learning and exploration.

God loves all the souls that were created. Whether we consider these souls dark or of the light, God created all of them. The dark played roles and at the end of the cycle will be received back into the light of God and healed if they so desire.

Even though most religious teaching is that souls are judged and punished, consider how liberating this thought might be. We are not judged or punished by God, but rather given opportunities to explore infinite possibilities and grow in the understanding and acceptance of God's creation and gifts.

Consider that perhaps judgment and damnation might be a tool of control by those who wish to decide what we should think and what we should feel. Know that what is in the heart is the desire to love and that is what God is all about – love. It is LOVE that is the force that urgently draws us forth to explore in innocence, and to open ourselves up like a rose in bloom; its fragrance wending its way toward our Creator and accepted as our gift to God.

Part 2:
How Missions Change As Souls Move Through the Dimensions

As we mentioned in Part One, The colors used at the creation of a soul defines the core mission of the soul. I have completed readings for many healers throughout the years. I usually see those souls created with the central color being green. Some of the secondary colors might be a yellow which represents wisdom; gold, a special quality of God's energy; ranges of pinks running all the way from light pink to darker shades such as cerise. As you probably are aware, pink means love and cerise encompasses the blue-violet shades of compassion interwoven with love.

When God brought forth those souls who would heal for instance, there were requirements for many different aspects of healing. According to the plan, or Tree of Life, there would be healers necessary for the healing of physical bodies, soul healings, planetary healing, healing the Earth in cooperation with Divas, healing within the core of the Earth, and working with the grid system to name some of the different aspects of healing. So each combination of color and sound with the primary aspect of green would determine how each of these healers would work with their core mission.

This doesn't mean that the souls had no free will, but rather that the colors formed an inclination as to how souls would play out their mission across the cosmos. We use the word "cosmos" because souls made journeys to many other parts of creation before managing to find their way here. Each soul has a vast array of knowledge and experiences just waiting to be brought forth, remembered and implemented into the ego self. Earth is a rather young part of the cosmos, perhaps the youngest presently, and there were many other places where these skills were honed and developed before coming here.

Souls are not forced to follow their missions and sometimes they don't because they have disconnected themselves from their higher self by shutting down the heart center, or else they have turned away from God. However, even in this, souls learn a lesson, and that lesson is an understanding of what happens when an individual spark moves away from the integrity of who they are and what that means to the soul.

The soul remembers every iota of experience and evaluates it. In the soul's experiences, nothing is either bad or good, it just is. All of these experiences are evaluated before the next entity comes into spiritual form and the soul decides what experiences are required to move the incarnate entity back to the unity between the incarnate soul spark; the higher self; and Prime Creator.

One can almost perceive this in the passion or disinterest that evolves in a soul's life experience. What forces were responsible for the genius of a three year old Mozart to create such complex musical masterpieces at such a tender age? What forces allowed the despair through drugs and alcohol and the end of a life in an insane asylum?
Transition and Judgment

When a soul transitions, there is a period of judgment. However that judgment comes from the soul as the recent past lifetime is assessed and evaluated and integrated into the soul's experiences. There are wise beings that assist the soul in this evaluation, but in my experiences and memories, this judgment does not come from God. This self perception of the results of the previous lifetime becomes a driver for the planning of the next lifetime.

When the result of a life has been very tragic because of missed opportunities; or there has been a suicide involved in the ending of a life; or some other very violet ending which was not self inflicted; there is a special place of healing for these souls.

There is much compassion and care given to these souls and there is a resting period before the journey is again taken up to go forward. Know that these souls are received in great love and healed until the peace again returns to their soul.

Know that these souls remember you, the ones that they left behind. You were part of their journey towards self fulfillment. Know also that they do not want you to suffer as they walked through this doorway. Know that they hold you in great love. There were choices made that you do not understand and your grief holds them back to reach lovingly forward. You will see them again and probably come together to live again as souls usually work together in a core group. Loved ones do not usually leave each other, they just pause to prepare the way for the next joyful experience.

Since we on Earth have had our memory banks cut before we came here, it is sometimes difficult for us to understand our mission if we have not connected to our higher self; use the gift of intuition; meditate; or connect to Source.

If one has developed the skill of remembering past lifetimes, they can see how the past lifetimes unfolded. While connecting to the past they can see how they used their skills to develop in their core missions or the cause for moving away from their mission.

I know this might seem too simplistic, but to do this you need to trust. I know how frustrating this can be when you want to understand those things but cannot see into the past or see into the other side. Trust in God and trust in yourself. Know that you can visit those moments in the past watching yourself working with the skills that are implanted in your soul. You can do this. Intend to see yourself in the act of doing and not requesting to see. The request puts the action in the future and takes it out of the present. You already have the ability, you just forgot it. It is an ability of the soul and you can express it again. It is a gift that God gave you.
Doubt is a stumbling block

Where there is a doubt of yourself or God, it is a stumbling block to your success. There is a doorway that you must walk through, but once you do this, the skill becomes stronger each time you use it and more knowledge and ability comes to you. You only need to do this once to reconnect yourself to your past memory. Sometimes it takes an energy worker to help you through this doorway, but once you go through the doorway you can revisit anytime you wish.

During a recent Lord Metatron Soul Healing, I was working with an individual whose mission was healing. Together we watched as she was planning this lifetime before reincarnating. She was a healer, but she couldn't remember how she would start her mission or the tools she would use to heal others.

Lord Metatron suggested to me that we take her to several of her lifetimes. The soul makes the choices of what lifetimes to visit. When we arrived at the first destination, I suggested she look down at her clothing and see how she was dressed; where she was going; what she was doing. I asked her to become aware of her surroundings, and the people she meets. It is the soul that makes the choices for those moments where the individual is ready to see and understand, and the choices are always perfect.

In this case the woman was taken to a lifetime where she was ministering to a sick woman who was lying in bed. She could see how she was working with the sick woman's energy body clearing all negative energies from her physical form. She watched as her former self cleared negative thought patterns from the sick woman, along with negative entities. This one scene allowed her to see all the healing methods that she has used in the past.

The next lifetime she saw herself walking towards a river bank and there were children playing there and laughing. She joined the group and started playing and laughing with the children. She told them stories and these stories were about their bodies and the kinds of foods that were necessary. Her teachings were given to the children in songs and games and they were all about healing the body and the mind.

This woman understood that she was here to heal and to teach. In these two journeys to the past, she was able to understand perfectly how she would use these skills to heal today. It was perfectly exquisite in the manner in which the soul dialoged with this healer.

If you have a sense of your mission, but are not exactly sure of how to begin, you can take a step forward through meditation to find the answers to your questions. In order to do this, the body must be perfectly relaxed and as we said you must have trust and faith that you can do this. Fear is a real stumbling block on this journey. Fear constricts the blood vessels. When the blood vessels are constricted, the body cannot relax. Constricted blood vessels also mean that the delivery of oxygen to the body slows down.

As an aside, consider that if you are in a state of constant fear and anxiety, you constrict the amount of oxygen circulating in the body and this is the basis for the beginning of many diseases. It is very important to clear any patterns of fear and anxiety from the physical body for this reason alone.
Left Brain – Right Brain

Logic, problem solving and such things as schedules are functions of the left side of the brain. Spiritual issues are on the right side of the brain. So many during their typical work day are using the side of the brain dealing with our three dimensional world. We do not use the spiritual side of the brain much and it takes real effort to start to do this.

These movements of thought patterns run through the corpus collosum which is also known as the third eye, or ajna. When spiritual issues come forth they are countermined by logic. Thoughts coming forth from the soul come through the subconscious and if allowed, they cross over to the logical side. Our logic says, "What is this?" "This is something that we do not understand."

It is at that moment that the logical brain comes forth with opposition to try and understand what this thought of inspiration means to you. That is why you must not question spiritual inspiration in the beginning. That is where "trust" comes in. After you receive the information you can use your logic later to understand what it means. As we mentioned, in the beginning you must stay with your inspiration without evaluating it.
The power of the soul

What all of this really means is that all is possible. We have the ability to open any doorway even though we do not have the memories of what is there. Prime Creator wanted to know, and so did we when we first came here with such excitement and passion for the journey, "If we forgot everything as to who we were and where we had been, would we wake up from the dream and remember our love for God?"

Note:

I do not wish to challenge anyone's belief system, but I have found that at transition I was the one who judged the previous life and not God. In all the akashic readings that I have done along with Lord Metatron Soul Healings, I have never found that God judged souls.

I have found in all of this work that Prime Creator was responsible for sending us forth to experience. There were no judgments in these experiences, but rather attempts for the souls to understand, evaluate, and explore potential and return to God with the sum total of all of our learning and exploration.

God loves all the souls that were created. Whether we consider these souls dark or of the light, God created all of them. The dark played roles and at the end of the cycle will be received back into the light of God and healed if they so desire.

Even though most religious teaching is that souls are judged and punished, consider how liberating this thought might be. We are not judged or punished by God, but rather given opportunities to explore infinite possibilities and grow in the understanding and acceptance of God's creation and gifts.

Consider that perhaps judgment and damnation might be a tool of control by those who wish to decide what we should think and what we should feel. Know that what is in the heart is the desire to love and that is what God is all about – love. It is LOVE that is the force that urgently draws us forth to explore in innocence, and to open ourselves up like a rose in bloom; its fragrance wending its way toward our Creator and accepted as our gift to God.

Part 3:
The Low Road, Middle Road and the High Road

I have learned so much through people's experiences as I work with them and their akashic records. It is so fascinating to see how the soul operates in their journey.

We, that ego part of us that lives in this dimension are aware of our free will of choice and that we create our own reality, but it is our soul that monitors our progress. If we get too far off track, the soul will send events into our lives so we must stop and review our choices. Failure to do so can be very painful indeed.

Even though the soul monitors our choices and the events in our lives, God has placed a claim upon our soul as the soul is composed of particles that come directly from God. Our soul is the essence of God. If we accept that fact and thank God for all of our blessings, realizing that all we receive is from God, then we place ourselves in a flow of direct communication with God.

It is then that memory begins, allowing us to hear God's voice as he speaks to us. It is then that we answer while standing in a state of bliss and great emotional satisfaction as we connect to him. Even though we are here and he is there, we feel the essence of home in the exchange, because a part of us is home in this connection.

I have found that there is a string of cooperation between our higher self, our soul monad and God. Between the soul monad and God there are many connections that support all of God's work with souls everywhere throughout the cosmos.

There is an order of patterns and strings that connects to all the galaxies and universes to each other. It is somewhat like a switching station in your world for an illustration. This means that ultimately souls can graduate from our sphere of Earth and her solar system, and move through Arcturus and then make their way out into this system of switching stations. It is a magnificent plan so that souls can experience the entire cosmos.

This is God's plan for the souls to experience all the wonder of his creation. In a sense we are the wanderers gathering all the experience that God has provided for us, knowing and understanding that all we survey, and all we experience, are but moments in our existence that we ultimately share with God.

Understand that our souls are particles of God and this is God's way of experiencing all of his creation through our eyes. We have a very personal relationship with our God though we do not remember this.

We are here in this dimension to temporarily walk our path without memory. The joy of awakening to the realization that God is within us would bring forth the most grand of all experiences as we finally woke up to who we are and what our relationship is toward God.

We joyfully accepted this path when we came because we were as intrigued as God was with this project. God wanted to know if we walked in forgetfulness for a while, would we wake up at some point and remember him. Would we be able to awaken and speak with him again in that personal relationship that we once held? Would we bring Heaven down to Earth; Heaven meaning his LOVE? Could all of us awaken and live in his LOVE together?

And so our soul plots out this course, our journey. For the most part we only remember this current lifetime, but the soul sets up all of our lifetimes like a string of pearls; each lifetime a pearl strung on the course of our core mission.

Each pearl is a step in expressing what we were created to express. And we were created to fulfill a very specific portion in the Tree of Life which is God's plan for unfolding the destiny of the cosmos. You, and only you, can express precisely what you were brought into spiritual form to express. Each of us fulfills a very specific piece of the Tree of Life that can only be fulfilled by us.

Souls when they carry out their missions link each lifetime to the previous lifetime and they do this according to the reason for which God called them forth out of nothingness.
THE MIDDLE ROAD

We, the ego-self participate in planning our current lifetime before we come. We have a choice in all of the circumstances in that lifetime and that objective becomes what is called the middle road. We have the ability to go before what I call the Review Board and watch as we originally completed this planning. This is wondrous to watch. We can do this because in the world of spirit there is no time. There is no past, present, or future, divided in segments that we must wait to pass through, but rather there are there simultaneously, all at once, where we can pick and choose what we wish to explore.

We choose our parents and locals for the beginning of our journey. We choose those who will come with us to support us in our healing and perhaps their healing also. There is so much history from all our past lifetimes. We have played all the roles in humanity in every spectrum of the rich history of Earth. And with our core group of travelers; we have experienced all the situations in of all the relationships that is possible in a family. You can participate in this while meditating, but most people do not believe that they can accomplish this and they are bound by their belief system.

As I interact with souls facilitating the Lord Metatron Soul Healing Sessions, I am always in wonder as to people's excitement when we watch these things unfold; their past lifetimes and the journeys and missions of their soul. If you are not able to accomplish this yourself yet, I would suggest that it would be of great benefit to you to work with an energy worker who can assist you so you can see for yourself the roles that you have played. Do this once and your entire belief structure changes. You can then go there anytime you wish.
THE LOW ROAD

The low road simply means that the soul did not accomplish what was set out before them to accomplish. We all have patterns formed in our past that must be cleared, and if the soul chose to heal a particular pattern and we did not this probably would be a cause for failure in a mission.

If we had a lifetime where anger, for instance, was a great stumbling block and the soul chose to heal this in a lifetime and did not, then the pattern is set in place and situations will arise where anger continually arises for our attention. It is a law where there is an attraction between actions and thoughts that are alike. This will surface until at last we notice and finally clear the anger in our lives.

It appears that if a negative emotion or situation is not cleared in three lifetimes, then it becomes even more difficult to clear. Each time the signaling from the soul to heal becomes a little stronger to get the ego's attention. Each time the signal is ignored the guidance from the soul becomes more persistent until the individual finally stops and heals the problem. This becomes particularly difficult to heal where indulgences in vices are concerned such as drugs, alcohol and the like. Whether we like it or not, the soul is persistent in demanding our perfection.
THE HIGH ROAD

How glorious is the high road when it is accomplished and fulfilled by the individual. The high road is simply that the individual participates with the soul's inspiration and grows in their mastery and fulfills a secondary mission that unfolds beyond the Middle Road.

As an example, I worked with someone whose primary mission was to come and remember her healing abilities. We went back to the very beginning when her soul was created and it was created with the greens of the healer and other supporting colors to fulfill a particular mode of healing.

Compassion would be required to understand what was needed to support the Earth at certain moments in the cycles of humanity. These were cycles where life on this planet would be evolving at a quickened pace and there would be special opportunities presented for souls to participate in the forming of a new Golden Age. She is here now to help open this opportunity for such a wondrous opportunity for humanity.

So the Middle Road for this healer would be to remember her ability and mission to heal people, but her secondary and higher mission would be to build a healing center for people bringing in healers of all abilities to offer a comprehensive healing program for souls. We all have a nobler and higher goal to subscribe to but that doesn't come into play unless we fulfill our Middle Road mission.
HOW THE SOUL OPPERATES IN OUR LIFE

Our higher self is not our complete soul, but an entrance doorway to our monad. The soul is very large and complex in recording and holding our experience and abilities. It has integrated all of our experiences and holds much of our records in our many journeys. Our complete record is held in the center of the cosmos by the Cherubim Angels.

The higher self is the inspiration and gateway to the soul monad. We require the connection to our higher self to understand and to recognize the vibrational rate of the soul monad and we do work with our higher self for certain tasks that require more power and experience. Our higher self is like a signal that connects us to the vast unknown of our soul and its resources. To retrieve information from our soul monad, we must first connect to our higher self.

There are organizational relationships beyond our soul monad and these come together to create on a grand scale which is beyond the scope of this article as there is enough information about this that could be a complete article in itself.

The soul understands our missions and in that understanding helps to bring into our awareness and into our lives, the events and circumstances such as individuals and opportunities that we must engage with to fulfill our mission.

Carolyn Evers
www.carolynevers.com
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